Don't give up - Self Forgiveness

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to think “This is too difficult, I can't do this, besides I didn't get my college degree after spending six years of studying and changing majors, I just can't follow through with anything for the long haul”.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect anything new to study and stay dedicated to with the thought “This is too difficult, I can't do this, besides I didn't get my college degree after spending six years of studying and changing majors, I just can't follow through with anything for the long haul”.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect the thought “This is too difficult, I can't do this, besides I didn't get my college degree after spending six years of studying and changing majors, I just can't follow through with anything for the long haul” to an emotional experience of disappointment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to participate within an emotional experience of disappointment.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to go into an emotional experience of disappointment because I am comparing my present moment with past experiences and fearing I will continue repeating the same decisions that I chose in the past. But I realize now that the past does not dictate what I do in the present, and that it is part of my process that I decided to go through because it was what I needed to see at the time, and now I am in a different point in process, seeing things differently.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to refuse to face my current reality in full self honesty but instead want to escape and give up on myself.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to use a comparison of myself with my past self-decisions as an excuse to give up and escape my current reality instead of realizing that I am creating me, I am the creator of me and I am not going to allow myself to be dictated like a puppet from my memories. I am not my memories.

When and as I start something new to study and dedicate myself to or as I am in the process of a long dedication in responsibility and I begin to feel overwhelmed and am tempted to follow my thoughts of my past decisions of giving up-I stop, I breathe – I do not accept or allow myself to compare my present situation with my past experiences, or to compare myself today with myself yesterday, but I realize that I am the creator of me, and I am not my memories, because I have the ability to chose what I will do, and that choice does not have to be the same as it was before. I do not give up when the going gets tough while fooling myself that it is the way out, instead I push through and stay honest with myself and face myself in my current reality taking responsibility for myself.